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That's the question going around about That J2 Haiti Fic®.  I'm taking a stab at answering it. 

A few points first.

1.  The following is my opinion, and I don't think any of this is revelatory or particularly hopeful. I think it needs to be said in plain language, and I'm not pulling any punches here.  I don't think the author's feelings warrant much consideration at this time.

2.  I haven't read all of the fic.  I'm not apologizing for that, nor do I think that fact negates my right to say what follows.  I read the opening scenes, skimmed sections, and I read half of the pull quotes collected by bossymarmalade here.  I cannot be directly hurt by this story.  I am in a position of privilege that allows me to read things this dreadful and not be harmed, and still I could not force myself to read all the pull quotes.  I do not believe that this story is merely a mistake, a poor choice, a bad idea or even a series of bad ideas.  It is offensive in concept and in execution. 

3.  I'm pretty much setting aside the author is dead idea for this post.  I'm not claiming to be able to see inside this particular author's mind, but I am stating bluntly what I believe are the prerequisites for the existence of this story. 

4.  I absolutely believe that the author did not know this story was offensive.  I absolutely believe that the author did not know they wrote racist depictions of Haitian people.  I absolutely believe the artist did not realize that using pictures of Haitian people was offensive.  I absolutely believe that the artist did not know that was a racist act.  I just don't think any of that matters.



How? How could anyone?

First and primarily: in order for this story to exist, a person has to be able to sit down in front of the television, watch graphic depictions of horrific tragedy, destruction, pain and death, and react as if they are watching a drama unfold for their enjoyment.  Like it's a story not very different from the fight against the apocalypse on the next channel over.  Infotainment.  Emoporn.  Nothing more.  There has to be a disconnect between the viewer and the scenes they view, a dulling or total dissolution of empathy for the people harmed in favour of the thrill of watching events unfold in real time.  The viewer has to be self-centred.  The most important element of the event for them is their emotional response to the images they see on the screen, not the event itself. 

There's lots of parts, both within and without an individual, that make up the whole of that initial response to a natural disaster that claims thousands of lives and devastates a nation.  White privilege certainly helps with the lowered empathy and the self-centred thing.  CNN thrives on this response.  Literally.  Their profit depends on large numbers of viewers wanting to view their programming passively and uncritically and see Anderson Cooper as the focus, not the stories he covers.  A cultural devaluation of critical thinking doesn't hurt either.  Racism is key.  Racist images, rhetoric and media that devalues and dehumanizes People of Colour is the crucial thing that lets you look at scenes of devastation and see, not people like you, but some other thing altogether.

Secondly and with roots similar to the primary prerequisite: a place like Haiti has to be unreal to the viewer before the specific images are ever seen.  Racism, ethnocentrism, American imperialism, colonialism--centuries of all of those foundations of white privilege have made much of the world into a vague and ill-defined elsewhere that has no meaning or relevance to the viewer.  In this way, Haiti becomes a stage of conveniently placed, or rearranged, rubble that has no history, no culture, no significance or reality outside the story. 

Thirdly: poor People of Colour  must be seen as noble but foolish, ignorant as well as stoic, simple and lesser but still mysteriously different.  They are--well, them.  Not anything at all like the white protagonists.  They become thin stereotypes who speak some infantalised form of Creole and broken English, but not French. Never French.  And the white characters who dance on their graves find their good white French unusable in this strange other world. 

And finally: in order for that initial response to become part of a story, to become this story, it is necessary for there to be an overwhelming history in literature and film of stories told only from the white point of view.  The people and location make up an exoticized background, plot device, thematic colouring, but are never the focus.  Never the point.  There are rarely stories about Haiti and Haitian heroes out where they can be consumed by the massses.  Even when mass-media stories are not this egregiously formed, they still make up a part of the whole of the single story.  The white story.

It's possible, if you can achieve a little dispassion about this (white privilege helps with that too), to see what a person gains by the above responses to this and similar events.  There's a comfort in simplifying the human suffering from random earthquakes, systemic racism and inequalities, the culpability of the US and the rest of the wealthy, white-dominated nations into nothing more than a stage with players upon it.  There's a relief in giving up the analysis and the history and the critical thinking.  Giving up responsibility.  Focusing on yourself.  And I don't think I'm immune to any of the influences that led to this story.  I don't think I have any purity of heart or mind or thought on this front.

This story doesn't actually deserve that bitter, tongue in cheek trademarked name I gave it up above, because it's not unique.  It is not unique to  J2 fandom, slash fandom, SPN fandom or to fandom in general.  It is not an artifact just of fandom, but of the world at large.  I don't think it's even a uniquely bad example of the genre it makes up a part of.  I do think it is a foreseeable outcome of what happens when white people in wealthy nations choose to selfishly indulge their privilege and passively consume the reality of the rest of humanity as entertainment.

That's how I think they could.  That's how I think anyone could.



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devilc: Lagertha the shieldmaiden (Laegertha, Shieldmaiden)

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[personal profile] devilc
2010-06-15 06:45 pm UTC (link)
That's how I think they could. That's how I think anyone could.

"You've got to be carefully taught."

Thank you for spelling out all the ways that white Americans are carefully taught what I call "everyday racism".

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[personal profile] devohoneybee
2010-06-15 08:21 pm UTC (link)
I contrast this event with what was then a discussion in Highlander fandom (I was aware of it on the ROG-L, a Methos-centric listserv)about setting stories in New York after 9/11. I recall a general hesitancy about it, that was well appreciated by people like myself who were living there at the time. I also recall the New York times doing a short biography on EVERY SINGLE PERSON who died in the World Trade Towers. There was a profound sense of the individuality of each person's story, and tragedy. Where are the stories from individual Haitians' point of view? Why aren't the newspapers looking for those? I did hear one NPR story about a Haitian woman who sells produce she had been procuring in the Dominican Republic, and how her business was affected, and what interesting things she was doing to cope. I also saw a piece on Haitian children and their kite-making tradition, a comment on resiliency. That's... not very much, though of course there may have been stories I've missed. But yeah, poor Black folks in another part of the world? Not treated the same. I think this attitude affected the response to Katrina, as well...

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[personal profile] facetofcathy
2010-06-16 09:31 pm UTC (link)
I remember those reactions to 9/11 and it felt like media felt duty-bound to personalize the individual tragedies. That is really quite the contrast. As to the fannish response back then, well, New York's one of those real places isn't it.

Some of the Canadian media keeps track of the ongoing work in Jacamel, the hometown of Michaëlle Jean’s mother. (Michaëlle Jean is the Governor General who is the ceremonial head of state here.) I wonder if there would be the same level of interest without that celebrity connection.

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[personal profile] acrimonyastraea
2010-06-17 03:24 pm UTC (link)
I've also noticed that when a disaster happens in a majority white (or perceived majority white) area, there is a focus on how the community is rallying to work together to help each other whereas in reas that are majority POC, there is a stronger focus on how the people are relying on outside help, any kind of (again, perceived) chaos or disorder is magnified times a hundred to make it look like the victims are helpless and even contributing to the problem.

I live in a very white town in the US, two years after Katrina we had a major flood. Days into it someone (I think the Governor) made a statement about how it demonstrated what a great community we have that things were handled smoothly without any violence and how people were so willing tho help each other out. It was obviously a comparison with New Orleans, even though our flood was nowhere near that level of disaster.

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(Anonymous)
2010-06-18 09:00 pm UTC (link)
No, that's not racism. That's a reflection of the New York Times believing that everyone in the entire world must worship New York City (they didn't do a piece on only white people who died, did they?). I've never seen them make even a cursory attempt at humanizing any story that happens in another part of the US, regardless of the ethnicity of those affected.

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[personal profile] facetofcathy
2010-06-18 09:14 pm UTC (link)
Anon needs to be careful. When that point that sailed over anon's head circles the Earth, anon might feel a thwap in the back of the head.

While you wait anon, ask yourself if this is the place to indulge your hate for the NY Times.

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[personal profile] nicole_anell
2010-06-15 09:06 pm UTC (link)
Great post. This idea was wandering around half-formed in my head since I saw the fic in question, but you said it so eloquently.

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tevere: Jihae, solemn with hint of smile (sunshine)


[personal profile] tevere
2010-06-16 01:26 am UTC (link)
Here via my network.

Thank you for this. I think you're spot on, especially with this:

I do think it is a foreseeable outcome of what happens when white people in wealthy nations choose to selfishly indulge their privilege and passively consume the reality of the rest of humanity as entertainment.

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[personal profile] surpassingly
2010-06-16 05:33 am UTC (link)
Brilliant post. Thank you for this.

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[personal profile] annakovsky
2010-06-16 06:04 am UTC (link)
This is a fantastic post. Thank you.

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[personal profile] gelasius
2010-06-16 06:29 am UTC (link)
In order for this to exist, there has to be... a lot of these things that do actually exist as a standard in White USA popular culture. Very well said, thank you.

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[personal profile] amazonziti
2010-06-16 07:38 am UTC (link)
Hi! I just wanted to let you know I've got a signal-boost/roundup post here and I've linked to this post. If you'd rather I not link just let me know and I'll take it down.

That being said, I found this to be really insightful without... how do I put this?... without wasting empathy on the author. (Her personal feelings about all of this are so far from my first concern! So far!) I found this to be a really refreshing reality check, a reminder that this author didn't emerge fully-grown from anyone's head this way, that this whole thing is not so much about her as about the culture and the mindset she represents, and to focus too much on her specifically is to lose sight of the real issue.

Thanks for this.

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facetofcathy: four equal blocks of purple and orange shades with a rusty orange block centred on top (gold, purple)


[personal profile] facetofcathy
2010-06-16 09:33 pm UTC (link)
Linking is fine. And thank you for your efforts in collecting links too.

I have to say, now that the author has fauxpologized again, I care even less for her feeling.

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[personal profile] seperis
2010-06-16 08:50 am UTC (link)
Thank you for the breakdown on exactly what was wrong with how this story was created as well as the story itself. I hadn't gotten far enough to think of it as part of culture and how Haiti is presented in the media in quite these terms.

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(Anonymous)
2010-06-16 09:58 am UTC (link)
They become thin stereotypes who speak some infantalised form of Creole and broken English, but not French. Never French. And the white characters who dance on their graves find their good white French unusable in this strange other world.

This makes me think the writer doesn't even know French. I'm a white European non-native speaker of French who've lived in three different French speaking African countries and at no time have I ever had a hard time understanding any of the natives. On the contrary, it's easier to understand non-France French because the language rhythm is slower and the tonality is less pronounced. French language snobs considers everything spoken outside of Paris to be patois, but any insight in linguistics at all will reveal that Creole is very much a language unto its own, not some strange gibberish.

When I lived in the US and people heard me speak my native tongue, most of them thought it was French and immediately started fawning all over me. I don't understand the notion that French is some sort of posh white wonder. Then again, I faked my accent (which is a mutt hybrid of everywhere) to a nice RP English accent in half my college classes and guess what? I got a higher grade in those classes than I did in the other half -- apparently speaking British English makes me smahteh.

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[personal profile] lady_ganesh
2010-06-17 04:52 pm UTC (link)
This is really fascinating. Thanks for your insight.

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[personal profile] secondsilk
2010-06-16 12:04 pm UTC (link)
Thank you for this post, for so straightforwardly presenting what works like this come out of.

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[personal profile] sophinisba
2010-06-16 03:50 pm UTC (link)
Thank you for saying this.

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[personal profile] rhivolution
2010-06-16 07:05 pm UTC (link)
I think you're saying some really important things here. Thank you. Will be linking later.

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[personal profile] ted
2010-06-16 07:17 pm UTC (link)
Thank you for this post.

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[personal profile] coffeeandink
2010-06-16 08:24 pm UTC (link)
I like the way you lay this out.

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[personal profile] vehemently
2010-06-16 08:59 pm UTC (link)
Oh, thank you, this is basically what I was mulling over today. Like, there is "don't bother me with facts my mind is made up" and then there is the layers and layers of emotional blunting and avoidance required to get to the final product.

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[personal profile] tielan
2010-06-16 10:16 pm UTC (link)
It is not an artifact just of fandom, but of the world at large.

Thanks for posting this. Some people seem to be missing the point that the problem isn't just this fan, or her circle of supporters, or SPN J2 fandom, or even SPN fandom. It's them and it's everyone else in fandom who doesn't think about these kinds of things, isn't aware, and doesn't have anyone to slap them out of their insensitivity.

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[personal profile] evieeros
2010-06-16 11:00 pm UTC (link)
Hey, I just wanted to say THANKS for writing this. I bookmarked it and several of your links under my "white privilege" tab.

I told a therapist years ago that I felt guilty for being white, well-off, stable family and home life, great spouse, smart, excellent private college, private schools, best education, able to do whatever I wanted in life, healthy (at the time)... in the years since I've learned it's not about feeling guilty for those things but about appreciating them and realizing how they affect your worldview and how other's might be different and affect theirs.

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[personal profile] allchildren
2010-06-16 11:10 pm UTC (link)
This is a great post, and I'll be linking.

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(Anonymous)
2010-06-16 11:10 pm UTC (link)
Excellent points. Very well said.

Teleen (I know that I have a dreamwidth account, but I can't remember it right now, I apologize.)

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[identity profile] tanndell.livejournal.com
2010-06-16 11:49 pm UTC (link)
Fantastic. Just a wonderful reasoned post that spells out everything that's wrong with the way media packages and sells real and terrible tragedies to a distant and privileges populace, and how they respond to it.
As someone in the profession (not in America, but sadly the situation is echoed across the world) the number of times I have been told as a reporter that we need 'human interest pieces'!
Not just racism (of the kind that inspired this piece), but almost every other kind of discrimination is casually doled out in bite size pieces and that will never be ok!

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[personal profile] amonitrate
2010-06-17 12:43 am UTC (link)
here via links and thank you for this post and its clarity and context.

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2010-06-17 03:29 am UTC (link)
THANK YOU so much for this post. Will definitely be linking to this.

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[personal profile] tanyad
2010-06-17 03:53 am UTC (link)
Thank you so much for this post! Here courtesy of [profile] rhipowered Going to link to this as one of the best dissections of privilege and the ways in which it can horribly awry.



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[personal profile] oliviacirce
2010-06-17 04:04 am UTC (link)
Oh god, this is so right. I'm too exhausted to contribute anything of substance, but thank you so much for making this post; it really needed to be said.

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[personal profile] emme
2010-06-17 04:52 am UTC (link)
Very well said and thank you.

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[personal profile] minim_calibre
2010-06-17 06:41 am UTC (link)
Wonderfully stated. It makes clear a lot of things I've been unable to properly articulate about this, but have had bubbling around in my brain.

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[personal profile] moodswinger
2010-06-17 03:03 pm UTC (link)
Very well said, thank you.

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[personal profile] acrimonyastraea
2010-06-17 03:08 pm UTC (link)
Great post, these are all great points. I think that those of us who are white need to acknowledge that we are part of a culture that creates these kinds of stories and as you said, it's not fandom, it's not J2 or SPN. It's not OMG unthinkable! that anyone would write this. Our entertainment is full of similar stuff that doesn't even get this level of outrage in response.

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[personal profile] berry
2010-06-17 03:14 pm UTC (link)
thanks for such an articulate post.

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[personal profile] meri_oddities
2010-06-17 03:21 pm UTC (link)
I got here via [livejournal.com profile] metafandom, but really, I should be subscribing to you.

a person has to be able to sit down in front of the television, watch graphic depictions of horrific tragedy, destruction, pain and death, and react as if they are watching a drama unfold for their enjoyment.

I was running this morning, trying to figure this out. I've been playing this scenario over and over in my head: What was she thinking. To me, it just didn't make any sense that she could not know how devastated Hatti is right now and will be for literally years to come. How could she not know that people are still dying?

And of course, you've answered that very well. And I thank you for that because you put it very succinctly, better than I ever could. Well done.

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[personal profile] lady_ganesh
2010-06-17 04:53 pm UTC (link)
This is a great post. Thanks for laying it all out so clearly.

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(Anonymous)
2010-06-18 12:37 am UTC (link)
I do think it is a foreseeable outcome of what happens when white people in wealthy nations choose to selfishly indulge their privilege and passively consume the reality of the rest of humanity as entertainment.

Yes, this, and that's really elegantly put. I think the question is so very much "how could she" but "how couldn't she," because she's reflecting really ingrained Western views of the world. For me it's the Slumdog Millionaire syndrome, where a happy ending makes all the rest of the suffering of the (ethnically other) millions all right, award-worthy, and without irony "absolutely amazingly wonderful" according to the DVD jacket. Her story (and I did read it all) was a classic Hollywood narrative, not even poorly written by those standards.

And we're all complicit in that. I think we choose to be educated otherwise, but that attitude you describe is very much the default.

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[personal profile] wembley
2010-06-18 07:18 pm UTC (link)
That's how I think they could. That's how I think anyone could.

Absolutely. Thank you for writing this.

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[personal profile] vikki
2010-06-18 11:09 pm UTC (link)
This is great, and precisely what I think fandom needs to hear. We're all culpable. Society is culpable. And it is our responsibility to make it safe for anyone to point out where we fall down and operate out of a sense of privileged security.

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2010-06-19 03:34 am UTC (link)
After reading your eloquent and well thought out piece on institutionalized racism. I have had to rethink my position on this issue and reevaluate if perhaps I am a racist and I am a person of color. I did not have the knee jerk reaction everyone else did. I thought the author should not have gone for the Patois she was reaching for and perhaps pulled out a French translator but to tell you the truth, I speak French and several other languages and Haitian French is not French from France. It is a slang and difficult for someone who speaks classical French to understand.

My initial response was that the author was uninformed, probably young, and had NO clue what a faux pas she had made. I felt that after she had been informed and apologized the issue should have been laid to rest. At least with her. If people want to continue their discourse on race relations and American Imperialism that is fine but to crucify someone in the forum of public opinion like is being done with this girl was wrong to me. Some of the hateful things and threats being tossed around are just not right. Not for her having written a racially skewed story. And I know it may seem that everyone that comes from a position of privilege abuses it but that is not true either. My family is wealthy and I have never used being Black or being wealthy to hurt anyone.

After having read your comment and the comments of others, I was directed here from LJ. I have come to see that perhaps I am Black but I was raised "White". I have been in a position of entitlement for my whole life. Private schools, all white neighborhoods, best education money could provide and I did not feel anything like what you and many others did when I read that story except that the dialect was killing me.

I have a unique worldview because my mother is White and my father is Black. My parents married when interracial marriage was illegal in most states. I have been put out of "White Only" establishments with my White mother who was dragging around her half breed child.

I have never felt hatred for either race or any race or group of people. I don't know what that must feel like. I cannot even imagine it. It was my experience that I was treated better in the White community because Black people condemned me for having lighter skin and straight hair, speaking English differently and living in a different neighborhood. That is kind of racism and classicism at the same time.

So, knowing that I hope you can see why I felt sympathetic towards this author. I don't know how I feel now. It is difficult because in my head I can see both positions so clearly and I agree with both. Not all of both but a lot of both sides. I think if my discussion and exposure to this issue had started here I might have a stronger leaning but where I started reading things were off the chain ugly. It was a stoning, crucifixion and a witch hunt, a crusade if you will and I felt compelled to defend the author in that situation.

Here I have seen and been educated to why people feel the way they do and why perhaps their reaction was so violent. Perhaps I am cut off from feeling racism as much because of my financial situation or I am jaded and accepting of the status quo. Or perhaps I am just accustomed to racism so I don't even react when I see it. I don't know. I do know that I learned a lot here and I am grateful for that. I will have to continue to seek answers and ask myself why I feel or don't feel the way I do. Thank you for contributing to my knowledge base. feel free to PM me on live journal to respond.

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[personal profile] facetofcathy
2010-06-19 04:03 pm UTC (link)
Note: I am commenting publicly here and I have PMed half-vulcan with this same comment.

I'm going to start by saying that my first response to your comment is a heightening of the discomfort I already felt to the reactions to this post. I may post at greater length about how I feel about the response, but in brief, I feel as though I as a white person am being listened to, am being heard, because of the dispassion that I bring to the issue that I mention in the post itself. It is easy for me to achieve that dispassion, because the things the story represents don't affect me personally very much. I'm not saying anything here that commentors in [personal profile] bossymarmalade's pull quote post haven't said just as well, if without the luxury of my dispassion.

Also, I would never think poorly of you or anyone for feeling compassion and empathy for another human being. The lack of that is rather what brought us here. I do think that prioritizing or emphasizing the author's feelings is another way that she is more real to many people that the people her story exploits. But it is not for me to tell you or anyone how to feel. And that's a two way street, yes?

In a thread somewhere, someone very concerned about the author's feelings raised the issue of fandom as a safe space for people who are shy or socially awkward, or even just young and naïve, I suppose, and [personal profile] skywardprodigal asked if fandom is meant to be a safe space for Haitians. No answer was ever offered. A silence that speaks volumes.

[personal profile] bossymarmalade speaks here about two instances of misogynistic language used in the form of direct personal attack on the author. The contrast to the casual, calm, polite--dare I call it articulate--bit of deceptively non-violent looking, extreme racism she points to in her post is telling.

I'm not going to talk about the French/Creole/Jabber issue much, beyond saying that as a Canadian of a certain age, I have some familiarity with language politics and French language politics in particular, albeit outside of the context of Haiti. [personal profile] jazzypom wrote a post that is very thought-provoking on what makes a language, and the status accorded people based on how they speak and what they speak here.

I'm going to tell you a bit about me, partly because you shared your personal context, but I want to put what I am saying in a personal context too.

I am white, Canadian, in my mid-forties. I grew up in a very small town that was very nearly exclusively white, organized disdain of the majority was reserved for the Hungarian immigrants. I was raised in a tumultuous environment and ended up with a rather intense aversion to unfocused anger, but I have a temper of my own, and righteous rage has always tasted different to me. I have lived in everything from a fairly comfortable working-class consumerist paradise to where is the next meal coming from poverty.

That level of poverty in Canada is vast wealth to a Haitian whose house has collapsed and whose work place went down too, but I do recognize the classism in the story, the dismissal of people as people because of poverty as well as race and "foreignness". I recognize the classism in your statement here: My family is wealthy and I have never used being Black or being wealthy to hurt anyone. Even though I don't doubt for a moment its literal truth. I play in a fandom sandbox where the sentiment that, we're all college educated women, slides by with nothing but an occasional concern about the men left out of that we.

I also, as I said, recognize a very little bit, the taste of the righteous anger over what this story represents. Abstract, dispassionate conversations are all well and good, but people bleeding from a thousand cuts, the fresh ones from this story itself, are going to be angry and the characterization of their anger in metaphors which casts the author as a victim of systemic oppression is very troubling.

[livejournal.com profile] hackthis says here, facetiously, that I'm a better person that her. But I'm not, I'm just not bleeding from a thousand cuts.

And I think I'll shut up now, because it's not my place to tell you how to feel or what to think about this issue.

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Re: half_vulcan on Live journal I am not anon


[personal profile] skywardprodigal
2010-06-22 11:45 pm UTC (link)
if perhaps I am a racist and I am a person of color.

White supremacy isn't just for white people. It's a jealous and demanding god if you will, and it takes its worshippers by stealth.

Creoles are languages. Haitian Creole is a language. I won't go into it with you now, to any detail, but you may wish to look at Bastard Tongues for a rough overview.

If you are not already familiar with the terms 'internalized racism' and micro-assaults, you may wish to look into them. They may be helpful. They may not.

Many people are the children of people for whom it was illegal to marry. Even so, they managed. You're probably not the first person whose family/ies' wealth cushioned them from dealing with racism. Money can help. Money can be very useful.

Long life and good health to you.

SP

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[personal profile] fakeplasticsnow
2010-06-20 08:27 am UTC (link)
Very true, and well-said.

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[personal profile] teleen_fiction
2010-06-21 06:56 am UTC (link)
I just wanted to let you know that I linked this post here:

http://teleen-fiction.livejournal.com/64710.html

If that's not okay, please let me know and I'll remove it immediately.

Thanks for your thoughts on this - they really made me think.

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[personal profile] facetofcathy
2010-06-21 01:24 pm UTC (link)
No worries, it's a public post, free to be linked by anyone.

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[personal profile] night_reveals
2012-08-21 05:44 am UTC (link)
I've never read the fic in question, nor am I in SPN J2. I trawled FandomLore and randomly found this issue. And here I am.

I'm so grateful that you (and other commentators) have left these posts up, because they've really drawn my attention to potentially problematic things that *I'm* writing or have written.

It makes me so sad and angry at myself to realize that I am a racist, too. That at the end of the day I'm indelibly a product of my middle-class, white-passing American upbringing, much as this author is a product of her (presumably similar) upbringing.

However, I hope I can be better, in both my writing, my fandom interactions, and my life choices. So thanks, again, for leaving this up for me to learn from. I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

nrem

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